Not So Good Relationship

        Im not the best person, never a favorit daughter or a main friend of someone. Teacher never really look at me even my score in academic quite high. Once a male teacher seem care about me, turn out to be sexual predator later. The sexual harrasment haunt me until now. Im like hidden friends for some people. They have this group of friends that uncomfortable with me, but always one of them search me whenever sad hurt or lonely. Sometimes its fine, I don't like crowd anyway, but sometimes its insulting. Im not got bullied if you wonder, my school life just boring like the way I love it. So I never really have a friend or enemy. Its peace.

      I never dated anyone in highschool. Im busy fangirling, but in college everything change. Suddenly I have a lot of friends, Im become interesting person and several boys try to date me. Those situation confusing me at first since Im still a happy introvert, not change a bit. Then I realized something. Im always an introvert, but not always happy. My home is gloomy and frustating, my sister live her life, and I hate most of my teachers, my dad has post-power syndrome and my mom sad and angry housewife. Get out of the house and out of the town is the best decision I ever made.